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Honest to fucking God! - asarelah
asarelah
asarelah
Honest to fucking God!
Just finished a minor argument with my Dad. How many fucking times do I have to tell him that I'm really too tired to go over my finances tonight? Yes I've used being tired as an excuse not to do shit in the past, but fucking hell, I haven't in a long time. Then even after I explain that I'll be happy to go over it in the morning, he still says go print out your credit card bill so we can go over it. WHAT DID I JUST FUCKING SAY TO YOU, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE?! 

I'M TIRED! 

I'M TIRED!

I'M TIRED!

I'M TIRED!

I'M TIRED!

I'M TIRED!

I"M! FUCKING! TIRED! 

JESUS FUCK!

Honestly, its like no matter what I do to prove myself, I'm still an irresponsible little dipshit teenager to them. I'm 27 fucking years old now, fuckwad! I'm taking graduate courses! I pulled an A in master's level course! I'm holding down a steady job! I'm paying my bills on time! I'm keeping my room clean and organized! I'm making my own doctor's appointments! I'm taking care of your crippled ass when Mom isn't around! I'm moving out of this dump in the fall! WHAT MORE DO YOU FUCKING WANT FROM ME?! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO EARN SOME FUCKIN RESPECT AROUND HERE?! 

What do I have to do to be treated with some sembalence of respect? Its like I'm expected to do everything an adult does without being treated like one. Fuck this shit. Shit, he may have even had a point on my finances, but I'd prefer to make the damn mistake and learn the hard way rather than have him breathing down my neck my entire life.

I can't wait to move out of here. Finally be on my own, even if it is in a tiny fucking room in a grad dorm. Nobody lecturing me with the same shit I've heard ten thousand times. And no more being a butler monkey to a cripple.
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