I know its been a long time since I posted, but...
I'M GONNA SEE JOHN OLIVER TOMMORROW! WHOOT!
I went to my brother's graduation yesterday, and I met his girlfriend D's half-brother, who is just about the handsomest damn guy on the planet.
And he's single.
And he's going to school on the same campus as me.
And now I can't get him out of my head. I mean, I feel like a schoolgirl with butterflies in my stomach.
I messaged D. on Facebook about her giving me his e-mail. He didn't seem to be flirtatious towards me, but he was polite enough and chuckled at my jokes and stuff. His name is Rob.
I just hope I don't get crushed again.
Just finished a minor argument with my Dad. How many fucking times do I have to tell him that I'm really too tired to go over my finances tonight? Yes I've used being tired as an excuse not to do shit in the past, but fucking hell, I haven't in a long time. Then even after I explain that I'll be happy to go over it in the morning, he still says go print out your credit card bill so we can go over it. WHAT DID I JUST FUCKING SAY TO YOU, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE?!
I"M! FUCKING! TIRED!
Honestly, its like no matter what I do to prove myself, I'm still an irresponsible little dipshit teenager to them. I'm 27 fucking years old now, fuckwad! I'm taking graduate courses! I pulled an A in master's level course! I'm holding down a steady job! I'm paying my bills on time! I'm keeping my room clean and organized! I'm making my own doctor's appointments! I'm taking care of your crippled ass when Mom isn't around! I'm moving out of this dump in the fall! WHAT MORE DO YOU FUCKING WANT FROM ME?! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO EARN SOME FUCKIN RESPECT AROUND HERE?!
What do I have to do to be treated with some sembalence of respect? Its like I'm expected to do everything an adult does without being treated like one. Fuck this shit. Shit, he may have even had a point on my finances, but I'd prefer to make the damn mistake and learn the hard way rather than have him breathing down my neck my entire life.
I can't wait to move out of here. Finally be on my own, even if it is in a tiny fucking room in a grad dorm. Nobody lecturing me with the same shit I've heard ten thousand times. And no more being a butler monkey to a cripple.
Either my breasts are shrinking, or this bra is getting very stretched out.
I hope this means I'm losing weight.
Edit: Nope. Bra was getting stretched out. This one fits properly. Damn.